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| User: | riebay (938672) A catharsis through once bright eyes.
my last breathing hope |
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| Name: | Built like a wound that won't heal | |
| Website: | screwyoufreak.thatsthespot.edu | |
| Bio: | "aching. searching. fingers reaching, reaching. fingertips sliding, touch on touch, mingling, but never holding, painful caresses. you destroy what you seek. the fingers slip away, fingertips slit and torn. i want to dissolve into you. i want to think as you think. i want to feel as you feel. i want to destroy myself in you. i want you to destroy me. but i am disturbingly intact. what i am is a jarred butterfly. with new grown wings. because of you. if you would just set me free. if you could just let me out, i would dance on the air for you. and come to rest on your hand.and linger. i would walk up and down your long limbed fingertips, your hand would be my home. and i would flutter to your lips, dancing on your breath, and kiss you the best that i can. but for now i look out through my cage of glass. with new-grown wings. and i cannot dance. to you, who i never saw smile whose voice i never heard who walked with head held so high. i bid you farewell. like so many i've never met, like those i've talked to, but never seen inside, like those i've loved but never truly known... maybe it all ends up the same, never knowing anyone. for a momen, we held each other's eyes, and it meant so much to me. a memory forever. not like promises empty promises of false forevers. so maybe it's better that we never met. because it all ends up the same. and i wonder if i could have held you. i wonder if i could have loved you. but it all ends up the same and we have to say our good byes. my sweet nameless who walked with head held high. i can see your eyes. goodbye, dear. i miss you." ~Lotus Rose "Sometimes... You can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse until your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want to whatever gods you think will listen. But still it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent... It would not be because it cared. -written in blood before it all went black." -JtHM, Part 5 -"The moment of realization is worth 1000 prayers." - Woody Harrelson, Natural Born Killers "When I was going up the stairs, I met a man that wasn't there. He wasn't there again today, I wish, I wish he'd go away..." "I'm speeding...It feels naughty..."- Kris, as we were driving in the car earlier. IF YOU COULD HAVE SEEN HIS FACE. MY MOM THINKS I'M COOL | |
| Interests: | 144: 10th avenue north, a perfect circle, acting, aminals, ani difranco, arguing, being bitten, being different, being entertained, being in love, being loved, being spontaneous, billy corgan, biting, black crowes, bob marley, bowling for columbine, breaking benjamin, chocolate, clothes, coldplay, computers, cooking, counting crows, cows, crows, dairy farmers, dancing, dane cook, dante, dashboard confessional, david bowie, deep meaningful stares, deep soul kissing, dogma, edgar allen poe, elvira kurt, feeling secure, finch, fire, flagler beach, guitar, having love, hugging, i feel sick, idle conversation, invader zim, italian food, janis joplin, jars of clay, jason lee, jason mraz, jay, jewel, jhonen vasquez, jimi hendrix, john mayer, jthm, keanu reeves, kissing, kmfdm, knowing, korn, kris, kris's eyes, kris's hair, laughing uncontrolably, led zeppelin, long hair, marilyn manson, maynard james keenan, meaningful lyrics, medicated peaceful moments, meeting new people, members of both sexes, michael moore, mitch hedburg, moose, movies, music, my bed, my dominatrix bear, my family, my friends, my gir dolls, my lunch box, my room, my values, natural born killers, nin, nirvana, norah jones, old movies, palm coast, peanut butter, philosophy, photography, pink floyd, planes mistaken for stars, playing piano, poems, queen, randal, randomness, reading, receiving compliments, reliant k, romantic things, salma hayek, sarcasm, school holidays, silent bob, simple plan, simplicity, singing, smashing pumpkins, smiling, spontainaity, squee, stand up comedy, stars, stephen lynch, sublime, sweet whispered nothings, taking back sunday, talking forever with someone, the all american rejects, the ataris, the beatles, the boondock saints, the goo goo dolls, the theater, the used, the white stripes, theme parks, thinking, tool, tori amos, unexpected love, veggie tales, vinyl albums, watching the stars, z?, zwan | |
| Schools: | None listed | |
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| Friend of: | 28: _faaip_de_oaid_, _saba_, a_cycle_broken, argintena, arisa_minamino, bubbyboo, comagray, darkvoldermort, diabolicalxsoul, faith318, fender_bender6, isabel_irving, limeslush, makinfunofppi, mistah_endo, mistress_cj, nothingordouble, oxteenybopxo, punk_fairy, r0ckinthacasbah, riebay, ryu99, sany, scar_me, vagrantshadow, vergesseneodia, waiting4forever, worshipdavey | |
| Member of: | 3: a_love_4maynard, endo_cloud, we_want_john | |
| Account type: | Basic Account | |
